Well, I have realized.
My present condition has received the punishment which it continued neglecting for these ten years.
God gave me time.
Time for making me understand all the facts clearly.
Time for losing a job, making savings drained and making the truth of a world understand.
It is the time of punishment.
I tolk to Sakuya "it is already quite severe".
It is the time for the sublimation for making it progress rapidly at the following step simultaneously. Sakuya says.
そう。悟ったのだ。
この10年間さぼり続けた罰なのだ。
神は時間を与えた。
すべてを明確に理解させるための時間を。
職を失い、貯えを枯渇させ、世の中の真理を理解させるための時間を。
罰の時間だ。
もうかなりきびしいよ、と咲耶に言う。
それは同時に、次のステップで飛躍させるための昇華のための時間なんだよ。と、咲耶は言う。
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